I don't know if it is because I have done what I have done for so many years, being an escort and professional pervert, or if it is because I was born this way, but I truly can not get enough sex. I know this is probably a line people in my profession blurt out without really thinking about it because they think it is what you gentlemen want to hear, but for me sex is like the air to me.
You might think I am addicted to orgasms, which might be true, I do love my orgasms, but what I think about when I'm not getting sex is how I am going to get it next. Ten seconds after I roll off my fiance, my body still reacting to a full bodied orgasm, I am already thinking how I can get him hard again so I can have another go. Luckily, his sex drive is just as fierce as mine... but he does have his job. Leaving me home alone can be extremely painful, thankfully I can satisfy myself with some naughty phone sex. If the phones are dead, dirty porn will do.
I need the connect, I need to have something react to me, and for me to react. It's been hard giving up escorting. I loved using my mind and body to please men, to get them off, to beat them within an inch of their life. I miss meeting new people, getting to know their kinks, and then making them so horribly addicted to me that they had no choice but to submit to me weekly.
I should put into my phone sex site as much as I did to my escort biz. Market it, update it, play with it. If I could stop thinking for sex for more than an hour or two, I might just be able to... might... I know I'm good at the actual phone work, it's the ambition to make it grow that I am lacking. I like my regular callers, I look forward to pushing their limits, don't get me wrong... but I want more. More men falling head over heels in love with me, more men wanting to please my every whim. More hot fucks to pound me hard, more sissy phone sex so I can tease and femme, and more than ever, I want more of my forced Bisexual men... to listen to me fuck my fiance or whomever I have over at the time. Beg to suck the cum out of my well pounded cunt. That's what I want.
I wonder how I will get it?
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Oh don't go shit yourself with shock. Yes, I know how to post in a journal, just been busy, you know... fucking your brains out. 



